My Grandfather passed away a few days ago and his memorial and burial was yesterday. He was one of my number one fans and watched all my fairies sell on ebay. He and my grandmother encouraged me to sculpt from the very beginning…
I feel numb and sad and keep crying when I think about him. He was one of those people who are ALWAYS there for you and never had a negative thing to say. He was super supportive, was a wonderful listener and made you feel as if you were the most important person in the room.
He lived a full happy life and was 82 when he passed. He loved his garden and grew raspberries, grapes and all kinds of roses and flowers. He used to save roses for me so that I could use them on my fairies. He was found by my Grandmother in his garden laying on the grass with his hands folded under his chin. His hat had tilted to one side and his cat, shadow was curled up next to him. He looked as if he had just become tired and laid down to take a short nap.
I can’t think of a better way for him to go. But at the same time I just wish I could have said goodbye…..I will miss him so much!! (sob)
I have no desire at all to create or sculpt. It is just gone. The last fairy that I sculpted (midnight dance) was my Grandfathers most favorite of all the fairies I had created. He was so proud of it.
I have another fairy that I completed a few days before he died (he never saw it) but I just don’t feel like putting it on ebay. I don’t feel like doing all the work that it takes to put it on. I don’t know what is wrong with me….I think my grandfather would be disappointed if I didn’t. I think he would have loved this one too. She is all in white and gold ~ like an angel. I am so sad right now……
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